Tuff times
Would really need a friend’s listen and care but I have to say I’m horribly alone. Thanks to my family to understand me and guide me… But I feel alone. Because I am…
I don’t know what I can do except trying again and again but really it’s hard when your whole world falls apart and there’s only one rock to be there… We’re trying to survive and all we get is nuts. But you get what you give so imma keep trying and giving the best I have, so one day I’ll get the world and by the time, ugly-hypocrit people will get really hurt. That’s just what you deserve.
Spent the day on the verge of tears, trying not to ruin my make-up just like a brave little girl. That’s the word, I was trying to be brave, because I act like I want but I hardly ever feel brave. This time didnt give good results. Trying to be brave sucks everything that was cool and fresh about your mood. Now it’s just headache and pain I avoided to let go. I clearly prefer to cry. And I don’t give a fuck about what people think except that I can not help but hear them so it’s twice harder to be brave in these cases,.. But I still don’t give a fuck. And never will.
That was the speech of the night, still hiding lots of them because rage can only grow and get bigger. Rage never die. See you soon motherfuckers.
tags: junkie Jim Morrisson gif
